I want to say sorry for the weak effort of a blog i produced last night.  I just didnt have the energy to even think let alone type.

My ear still feels bad although i have nearly doubled the amount of pain killers i should be taking.  I am sat on the internet with just my robe on adn dont even feel the need to go to work.  As we speak my Mum is downstairs feeding and dressing my daughter and I just want to go back to bed.  Macey will be ready in about 4 minutes and im not even washed or dressed.  Im expecting a talking to from my Mum.  I think the reason why I dont want to go to work is becasue I know its going to suck.  My life sucks at the moment.  I feel like a Sim from the computer game.  I dont have time to use the toilet any more.  Just home from work and then fall asleep why trying to make some food.  Then wake up ful of life and a random time like 4:26.  What is the best thing to do at that time?  No one decent is awake at that time.  Should I get up and get dressed and sit and wait til its time for work?  Should i go back to sleep?  Should i go on the internet and see what freaks are lucking on my MSN?  I went back to sleep...and when my alarm went off at 7:00 am i woke up feeling like shit.  It sucks the whole lot of it.  At least I know Jez is ok.  As for Rachel...thats a whole new blog in itself.  Things with me and C seem to be sorted out now.  That is a weight off my shoulders.  I just heard my Mum say to Macey "I wonder where your Mummy is"...Ill give her 5 mins before she comes up here and pulls me away from the screen.  I am ment to be going to "Bingol" (Bingo for normal people) tonight but as my Sims lifestyle kicks in I would be worries I may fall asleep as the Caller is shouting number out.  My ear hurts I just wanna curl up and die today.  There goes my mum "What the hell are you doing up there???", I replied "Ikm just coming now"...whick of course is bollocks.  I am out of Saturday night...if no-one else drops out. H isnt coming cos of the house thing and the saving up.  We'll see what happens on Saturday I guess.  I have yet to write a blog while under the influence...would be a laugh i think. I best go get a quick shower and dressed in lighting quick time or my mum will chop my head off.

Seeya all...

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Cheers,

Emma x